Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Monday, May 29, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Simple fullness
Over the past few days I gradually slipped into a low energy state, questioning myself, my point, my path, my purpose ... etc etc bla bla bla dee da. Life. In all, I was feeling lost, confused, indecisive, miserable and purposeless. I think it started happening here ... But then again, as I've come to learn, this kind of mood predates an important shift (inner and/or outer) and new realisations ... as the Self struggles to make sense of and embrace the unknown (what is being given) whilst letting of the known (what is being released). It involves patience.
Anyway, in the midst of my malaise, the KC image featured above kept popping into my head. Because of the positioning of the mints, it looked to me as though the message was saying: "I love you. Be thankful."
It struck me as a message from God/The Universe ... and, whilst I understood what it was saying, my low energy mood did not enable me to fully absorb it. So, even though it kept flashing in my mind's eye, I kept ignoring it.
But when I woke up this morning and the image popped into my head again, my mood shifted in order for me to see the simple fullness:
I love you. Be thankful. You are as you are because that is who you are meant to be. You are where you are because that is where you are meant to be. You do what you do because that is what you are to do in the way that only you can do it.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Giet of Friedship
Elspeth: So you mean she would see you giving the mints?
Glen: No. Initially she didn't know where it was coming from, because I would get friends to give it to her.
Elspeth: Okay ... so every day you would give her mints?
Glen: No, not every day ... but you know, that was the first connection that was made ... with KC mints. I can't remember the exact line that was used, but I chose one ... you know, the best line. I really can't remember it, but I used that and I gave a friend to give it to her.
Elspeth: Don't tell me she ended up with the friend!
Glen: No, no ... there's a secret admirer involved here. You know? So that was the first method. But mints ... mints ... I would agree have always been a part of life in Trinidad. You know everbody has a mint. You go to a doctor's office, you know, there's a little bowl. Even my plumber on Watt's Street ... he has a bowl for his customers.
Elspeth: I like that. (Putting forth the bag of mints). Now pick one from this bag and see what you get.
Glen (pulling one out of the bag): I love you. Crazy in love. (Laughter)
Elspeth: If you pick one now ... does it mean anything now? Would you give it to somebody now?
Glen: Yeah, sure. Now I'm a lot braver, so I may not need this as a ...
Elspeth: ... a bridge.
Glen: Yeah (Laughing) But then it was the only thing I coulda think about! (Pause). I didn't get the girl though. And the guy I sent it with didn't get her either.
(Laughter from both)
Friday, May 26, 2006
Refreshing great way!
Thus far people have been recounting memories of KC in their lives: from travelling wrappers ... to Valentine's Day wrappers ... to this-is-what-could-be-going-on-between-us-but-we're-not-brave-enough-to-voice-it-or-act-upon-it wrappers ... to innocent love wrappers ... to I-have-a-boner wrappers ... to prophetic wrappers ... and more.
Check them out and stay tuned. Whether S.K. calls back or not, I will make sure to find out who's behind those endearing little messages.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
The mystery of the minty mesages
Yesterday I called the KC factory to find out more about the messages on the mints. I was transferred to S.K. who was unable to take my call at the time, but the woman who spoke to me and took my contact information, told me that S.K. would call me tomorrow. Before parting, she said to me: "May I ask what this is about?" I explained my interest in the messages on the mints and that mostly everyone in Trinidad has had some kinship with the wrappers in their lifetime. I further explained that apart from hearing about regular people's own experiences with (or memories of) the wrappers, I wanted to hear from KC themselves what the story was behind these messages - who wrote them and why. The woman said "Ohhhhhh, yes, I see!" in a tone which indicated that she understood my mission.
I'll see what happens when I speak with SK. But in the meantime ...
1. Check here to see if other people will write personal stories on/memories of the mint wrappers
2. In addition to the message featured in today's photo, other minty messages in the bag of mints I bought yesterday are:
Enchanted moment (repeated the most in the pack)
Sharing our lives
Real love
Love me tender
Crazy in love
I'm gonna love you
Never forget you
Treasured love
Stay sweet and kind
Call it love
Waiting for you
Memories of you
Emotionally yours
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Elspeth
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I love you
1. A women in love
2. True love never die
3. Please be mines (or something along those lines)
These messages with their wrong spelling and dubious grammar were a source of great mirth whenever we came across them. I always used to wonder who wrote the messages. Somehow I envisioned an older man or woman sitting in a dark dusty room, hunched over a desk scribbling little one- line love notes all day ... then taking them to a supervisor who would select a few out of the many and use those on the mint wrappers. The wrappers all bear two messages - a constant and a variable. The constant is "I love you". The variable is something like "You're special" or "A women in love." Maybe that older man/woman was writing to someone he/she loved but could not connect with for some reason and that was their only way of expressing their feelings. Perhaps they were poets at heart, longing for the chance to be published. Maybe they were like an advertising copywriter, hired to 'be creative' and come up with 'love slogans'. But would a vacancy notice for such a job be put in the papers? It would be interesting to find out the story behind those messages and the person/people who wrote them. Hmmm ... maybe I'll go and investigate and report back to headquarters.
It seemed that over the years everything else was changing, but the KC Dinner mint wrapper messages remained stuck in a time warp. They did change eventually, which was refreshing, but nothing has happened again for a while. I find it fascinating. There must be a whole world of people out there who do more with these wrappers than simply read them (or not) and toss them away. People give them to their beloveds. Secret admirers must leave them on their crush's desk at work. Taxi drivers probably slip one subtly along with the change to some female passenger. Well, maybe in the 'old days'. Now they wouldn't be so subtle. I'm sure at some point those of us who live (or lived) here might have received or given one. Whether given in seriousness or in jest, whether corny or grammatically awry, I find they're special. I still have one in my car which a friend stuck in the space between my rearview mirror and the ceiling after we had worked on a project together last year. It says: "I love you. You're an inspiration."
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Maybe
Monday, May 22, 2006
A highly symbolic HIV/AIDs memorial night
Yesterday evening I was at the HIV/AIDs Candlelight Memorial Service in Arima. A friend of mine (O'Leo) who has an NGO (Red Initiative) and was instrumental in the organisation of the event asked me to do a candlelight display for one of the tents. Let's just say that the entire design concept fell victim to the wind! The tent (in fact the whole event) was in the middle of a large, very windy field. None of the candles, (which I had in the shape of the HIV/AID's ribbon on the floor of the tent) could be lit ... and those that were lit lasted only a short while, struggling in the strong blasts of wind. I tend to look at things symbolically, so I simply saw what could have been a potential 'design disaster' as a powerful message. I said to my friend's mother (who was also trying to light the candles): "What the candles are going through is symbolic of the struggle" ... people with HIV/AIDs who struggle not only to live, but to be understood and accepted ... and the struggle of those who are trying to help, but whose efforts may seem to be in vain as the virus sweeps even faster, further and deeper into societies around the globe. Candles in the wind.
But (as I said to my friend's mother), the thing is to not give up, despite the strong winds. At the end of the show when I was going to my car with the box of unlit tea light candles (I had bought 200 up at Mount St. Benedict), I offered some to the people in the car next to mine. Interestingly, they were the sister and friends of Godfrey Sealey, an important Trinidadian playwright/actor/activist who recently (on April 26th, 2006) succumbed to the virus after years of living/battling with it. He was a strong and creative soul, with the courage to openly discuss his status (despite stigma and discrimination) at a time when no-one else did. As I gave most of the candles to the small group of his friends/family, I realised that the candles were being placed in the right hands. In a way these people who had loved him were the living representatives of a man who had for so long been a powerful voice for those with HIV/AIDs. Their lighting the candles in the sanctuary of their own homes was perhaps just what was 'meant to be'. I have the remaining candles and they will also be lit. I think I will share them out at tonight's Greenlight meeting. Or perhaps we will have our meeting by candlelight.
In closing ... I had also made a large bunch of wire flowers as part of the display. When it was all over and people were packing up their tents (refreshments, pamphlets, etc.), I noticed the wire flowers lying in the dust. I picked them up, gathered them into a bunch and tied them with one of the large red ribbons I had put to stream from the top of the tent. I went across to some of the men packing up the sound equipment and said "Would any of you like these flowers to give to one of your girlfriends?" One of them looked at the bunch (with what I found was a bit of suspicion) and said "Nahhhhhh." The other one reached out and quitely said "I'll take it. Thank you."
I think everything ended up in the right hands.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Key of E
E-merging
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Shifting to emerge
Friday, May 19, 2006
Alphabet of things in my bedroom
Aromatherapy dispenser
Bed
Cameras (digital and film)
Diva
Elspeth
Fan
Guitar
Horseshoe (which I found at a farm near Stonehenge in 2003)
Incense
Jasper (my cat)
Keys
Light
Mirror
Nail clippers
Oils (Patchouli, Vetiver, Swissherb Christmas, Relaxation Synergy Blend)
Piggy bank (with $10 collection)
Queen of Hearts (in deck of cards)
Raincoat
Sidewalk chalk
Tibetan singing bowl
Underwear
Video camera
Whistle
Xylophone-like sort of instrument (i.e. thumb piano)
Yoga Mat
Ziplock food bags (which I bought to use in a project I'm working on)
Thursday, May 18, 2006
What's missing from Diva ... if anything?
Labels: window lamps
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Monday, May 15, 2006
Exhibition
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Dove (video)
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Just 3 of the many amazing things
1. How everything always unfolds exactly as it is destined to
2. How the sun never breaks its commitment of rising every morning and setting every evening
3. 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I spent hours trying to envision the concept and never could. Still can't).
Friday, May 12, 2006
Early morning triangular poem
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Diva's Designs
Labels: window lamps
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Do not underestimate the powerful messages in leaves that blow across your path.
I forgot about my windblown companion until later in the afternoon when something told me to go to the car and look at the leaf. When I did, there was a particular formation in its veins that stood out. The formation instantly reminded me of a rune symbol, but I couldn't remember what it meant - so I looked it up. (If you don't know what runes are, you can read about them here): "The word 'rune' actually means mystery, secret or whisper."
This rune is the symbol Algiz. Held the right way up (which it was), it stands for "Protection, a shield. The protective urge to shelter oneself or others. Defense, warding off of evil, shield, guardian. Connection with the gods, awakening, higher life. It can be used to channel energies appropriately. Follow your instincts. Keep hold of success or maintain a position won or earned. "
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
The fate of the other 3 poems
With these envelopes were instructions for Tracy J to give an envelope to three different people (either strangers or people know to him). He was asked to not explain what was going on, but to record each person's response upon reading their poem ... and write a report which he would send to me based on the experience. I asked him to do this because I felt that the people receiving these poems would inevitably be receiving messages for themselves. After all, such is the cosmic power of our friend Diva.
*
Elspeth
Labels: window lamps
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Friday, May 05, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Nearing completion
Tracy J's poem is etched into glass, in honour of Diva's panes. In the above photo the glass with the poem engraved on it is held up against the yellow poui on the hill in the garden.
Guanaguanare's poem is painted onto wood (a wooden art board) in honour of Diva's wooden frame.
These two poetic elements will be presented along with Diva when she is finally given to her new owner(s). They can choose to keep the poems for themselves or give each one as a gift to selected individuals. This will be similar to what happened to the other poems. We will hear more about their fate within the next few days.
Meanwhile, Diva continues toward the point of completion. I painted the back of her frame in white yesterday. Now all I have to do is put on her electrical cord and bulb ... and she will be ready for the world!
Labels: window lamps
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Not very productive
Labels: window lamps
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Poems & Light
I think Diva should have different coloured bulbs for different moods, especially as the flowery pane with the bejewelled cosmic web over it is clear glass. The colours will emanate through the embossed glass flowers, contributing to the desired setting.
Blue for a calming and cooling effect - perhaps after studying or a hard day at work. Blue can also work for stimulating the third eye and promoting clear thoughts and dreams. Red for eating (red is supposed to stimulate the appetite) and other activities that require stimulation. Green for soothing, healing, pacifying, giving life - perhaps when feeling tired, run down, under the weather and in need of support.
Go Diva, Go Diva!
Labels: window lamps
Monday, May 01, 2006
Prizegiving
Labels: window lamps